"I quit drinking three days ago though"
Not drinking is great. It leaves so much time for other, better drugs. lol
"But if you believe in your own bullshit enough, you can do anything!"
This line sounds like it should be bullshit but my experience tells me that its true. People are attracted to a person who looks like he or she knows what he or she is doing and who seems to have a purpose even if they don't know shit and just wonder through life. People used to say "fake until you make it" but I think that faking well it might actually be making it.