Hello Friends!
So actually I am back for some time now at my home ...but I felt and feel very numb ...this contracts have taken a big mental stress on me ...
I try to snap out of this feeling and to be honest I think that sometimes is better not to feel nothing at all.
I would like it to just work without feeling nothing...maybe just satisfaction for a job well done.
But then again is like falling into an abyss and feel that I lost myself ...
But
it is the holidays and New Year is coming....maybe it will be a far better year...So let us look on what I did in this last contract on board Celebrity Equinox.
In 4 months I had time only 2 times to go outside and ...just walk so I tried to use my time for good things:
- a trip with the submarine
- a trip by car in Santa Lucia