If it was then there are receipts that show it was. All I or anyone else wants is that you provide that proof. The memo does not provide that information, so is not any evidence of how you spent that money. If you provide that evidence it will show whether you did what was right. If you do not provide that evidence, then the automatic assumption of everyone that is observing your actions regarding this conversation will be that you did not do what was right, because you are concealing that evidence.
“If somehow you’re being prevented from knowing, then you can be absolutely certain that crimes are being committed,” Carlson concluded, “because why else would they be hiding it from you?”--Tucker Carlson
“Now listen! Today I am giving you a choice between life and death, between prosperity and disaster."--Deuteronomy 30:15
What you do will determine your fate. It is your choice to do what is right and prosper, or to not do that and suffer. I already know what you will choose, because you chose it long ago and all your actions have revealed it for everyone to see. You still will now publicly reveal which fate you have chosen.