Oh @jaynie, I'm so very sorry. I know you braced for this the best you could, knowing all the while that nothing could truly prepare you, and that the steps toward healing from the loss will be lifelong.

You are so lucky to have had such a beautiful, loving mother, who gave so much of herself to her family and shared the gifts of life and love, music and art. May her memory stay warm and alive in your heart and mind.

Your dream is amazing. It seems you were visited by Someone who wants you to know you're not alone.

Love, hugs and my deepest sympathy.